The Comeback

I know I promised that I'd be back at the beginning of September and in all honesty I had every intention to, but I got a little lazy and then one day I woke up and it was January. In my defense I have been busy. I dominated the fall semester at school. Just annihilated it. You should of seen it. I was like a late eighties Tyson. My football team had it's best success in over ten years. It was unreal, for the first time in the three years I've been there we were like rock stars on campus. This is something every male needs to experience. Combine my ever growing status on campus and my academic conquests I had quite the swagger walking around on campus. Testosterone was dripping from every pore.

That's the good news. The bad news is that it's been a year since I started this thing and things are pretty much the same only I'm another year older. My youth is practically in my rear view mirror. I've even started to look at internships for the summer and it's January. Huge difference from when I used to lay around pretending to look for work in the summer until my dad finally lost it on me for playing video games all day. It's a scary feeling, I still don't have the slightest clue what I want to do for a living and will probably fall into an entry level office job somewhere. I'll be just like Jim on the office with no ambition. The only difference is I'm not funny and with my luck the secretary will be three hundred pounds. Another depressing thing is that I'm starting to grow more and more distant from my friends from high school. We talk less and less and when we do it's just not the same. It may be time to cut the cord which is the saddest thing I think I've ever had to do in my life. I can't believe after growing up together and all we've been through together that we'd ever be this different but that's life.

So I guess that's what's been up with me. Pretty much a lateral move. Anyways no promises on when I'll be back but I felt the need to write something down. Hope you had a good Christmas and New Year's there's a whole lot of college football games for me to watch today so I better rest up for the 12 hours of inactivity ahead.